14 hours ago
Thursday, February 19, 2009
It is looking more and more like we will be moving. I expect to know for sure and even have a date mid week next week. I am so torn and confused. For the 3 years that we have been in Central Oregon I was looking forward to getting out. I didn't enjoy the seclusion, being far from my family, living in La Pine, the hour drive to Safeway, etc. And now, just in the past month or so I have grown to love it. I love my MOPS group and my Bible Study. I love the friendships I am making. I was looking forward to getting involved at MOPS. I can't understand why God would keep me here long enough to love it, only to lead me away. I know His ways are not ours, but I am sincerely confused as to His plan.